He says, “My love, you have been away from me. You are only coming to me on occasion, skipping out on your relaxation, with me. You have been occupied, by the things that are not of me. And you are struggling. You are struggling with the spirit and the flesh, asking yourself, “Who will I follow? Who will I satisfy? Who will I listen to?” And you cry. You sit there and cry because you are torn by what you should do, because you KNOW. You know I am here, seeing your every move. You know I am here with my hand clasped at the end of your shirt so you do not fall. You know. You know that my heart breaks everytime. You know what you should be doing. Just return to me. Rest your thoughts. Rest your mind and become satisfied, with me. The leadership roles I have placed before you have not left. They have not been forgotten. They are still on your feet and written along your path. But they can be taken. They can be erased, given away. Do you realize the ministry I have placed before you? Do you realize how far you have come from out of the boat? Do you realize how far you have gotten in the deeper waters? Have you forgotten the gifts I have given you? Have you become numb to my hand that guides you? Have you become accustomed to my voice… to where it is now old to you? My love, you have been playing in the pool of your fleshly desires too long. Too long and I am here now pulling you into your ministry with a string. All I ask is for consistency in your ministry. And be consistent in resisting the devil. Open your eyes, see and realize what you truly desire. I am the only thing and the only one who can truly satisfy. And did you know? Did you know I hold the keys to your ministry? And you keep saying how you are ready to truly start your ministry. How you feel is it time to start the new level. And how the door is still locked so maybe it really is not your time. But yet, you have not even come to me to take the keys. Return to me. I am not part-time or full-time, I am 24/7. I should be throughout each of your days. I should be within your every step, and your every move. Do not be occupied anymore. Please do not be distracted anymore. Please do not forget the gifts and the calling I have placed before you. Please, do not forget the desire to be with me. Do not forget that desire and love for me because mine has never left. Even when you stray and get occupied, my love and desire still burns for you. I love you. Please, return to me.

I.s.